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Do you know what it’s like to feel dead inside
When all that’s left are fears you can no longer hide
Do you know what it’s like
When the burning tears fall
With nothing to catch them, nothing at all
Do you know what it’s like
To laugh with your whole belly
Only to have the memories they leave behind
Leave you empty and chilly
Do you know what it’s like
To feel love run through you so deep
You’re never really falling
Only drowning in the deep
To see eternity in someone else’s eyes and
From that day forward you carry their mortality inside
Do you know what it’s like
Do you know what it’s like
To feel joy come alive, only
To watch it all die, while you
Scream silent screams, you can’t help but cry
Do you know what it’s like
To be the only one left
To be left alone, with every sing loss and regret
Do you know what it’s like
To have to let go, only to discover
That part of you died long ago
Do you know what it’s like
To have to go on, while hearing over and over
“Because of ‘this’, you will be strong”
Do you know what it’s like
To have super human strength
You only know how to use weakly
Keeping everyone you love at arm’s length
Do you know what it’s like
To feel another’s love so tangible and
Letting it slip away, the pain being more
Than you can ever handle
Do you know what it’s like
For pain to make you lost
Because the price you paid was of the ultimate cost
Do you know what it’s like
To have a debt so great you’ll never be able to pay
With the creditors always in your face
Demanding from you every day
Do you know what it’s like
For someone else to pay your debt and
All you can do is marvel and listen
While they have this to say
“Come follow me, I will give the rest and
I only ask in return is you do your best.”
Do you know what it’s like
To be dead inside
Then after He’s found you
To finally come back to life and thrive?
Roaming the World One Mistake at a Time 